Thoughts!!!

Having some extreme thoughts now... Its been some time since last did a reflection... All thanks to my angel who cannot make it to meet me up this 2 weekends... So boring.. Nevermind then...

My reflections questions to you guys:

• When is the last time you last breathe in hard?
• When is the last time you look at the stars and count them?
• When is the last time you laugh out loud like nobody business?
• When is the last time you tell a lie?
• When is the last time you try to taste the plain water?
• When is the last time you relax?
• When is the last time you are true to yourself?
• When is the last time you found out your exsistence?
• When is the last time you know what you are actually doing?
• When is the last time you manage to feel the air?

Its been a long time since I feel all these... Life is so fast moving that you even lost track of all this small yet important details... Erm.. Have you even try to slower your pace, because you want to feel the life? My answer is HARDLY... But it doesnt matter anymore to most of us... Why?? Because our life motto have been changed from freedom to: No money no life. No certification no money. So we need to study hard to earn you certification, then after studying, you need to work hard to earn money, then when you thought everything is going to be fine after retirement? NO!!! You gonna start working hard to fight illness and sickness and so... So now life is all about WORKING HARD...Which after all the HARD WORK... You earned yourself one word, which is DEATH!!! So do you feel happy??? Or do you feel utter stress... My answer is you gonna feel happy when you are working hard... Thats life...

But maybe from other point of view... Life may be boring without all this high and low tide... Hahaha... Contridicting... But thats life anyway... Okie... Maybe now... i should know what to do... i should start to understand what life is all about and maybe someday sometime... I may be of a monk... Hahaha... Ciao...